HELLO THERE!

i think im growing up.
helping ppl used to be about reciprocity for me
i help you, u help me.

but now i do it bcoz i want to. i want to be a better person. i wanna grow as a person.
i stayed awake to help JP with his work because i know how it feels.
to feel like FUCK and theres not one soul there for you.
i have been through those times and i would never wish upon that on someone else.
im starting to get close to him and this would just tighten the bond. awwwww, hahaha

jan has been good. Rathi and I have spent so much of quality time. and im usually afraid that we would get sick of each other and stuff. But, these few weeks have been really good. Love the girl oh so very much.

bought a really pretty high waisted pants and leopard print heels. time for a change. i wanna look good on the outside please. I have to start getting my act together physically. Honestly, i just wanna look pretty. case close. :)

have been slacking so much at school. will start afresh next sem. This sem was just plagued with too many things such as my birthday and what not. I will be a nerd in next sem. :)

Need to start penning my thoughts often. Hopefully, i will be back soon.

Till then, sayonara world

golden flower's birthday

well, yesterday was interesting.
Dinner was good. I dont really know what to say about the company.
Okay, i think after a while we all got warmed up and it wasnt too bad.
But i just didnt feel the intimate feeling like for others' birthdays. I guess it just didnt feel very sincere. Maybe becoz we met recently? Ugh, outings are getting so screwy. Only wish that jeremy's get-together will be fun from the beginning to the end.

anyhoo, im starting to take a liking towards those professional cameras. Soon, soon. i think gotta get maz one first though.

i miss rathi. =|
i also miss the homies veryvery much.

SORRY JEREMY :( your birthday celebration wasnt supposed to be postponed till like now. this really sucks. i just want my birthday to come now. i cant wait to see what goes down. :D HAHA

see yall.

bad day of driving

Bad day of driving.
i guess i was too overconfident.
But i was being what they asked to be which is to be confident.
UGHHHHHH.
i am so contemplating moving to auto.
NO,NO. I SHALL NOT GIVE UP. I CAN DO THIS